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HISTORY AND FACTS

  • In the early 70's, GLBT staff, faculty, and students formed GALA-the Gay and Lesbian Alliance--which began offering support and advocacy for GLBTI campus members.
  • The GLBT Chancellor's Concerns Committee was formed in the mid-80's and began to address various equity issues for GLBT students, staff, and faculty at UCSC and UC-wide.
  • The GLBT Resource Center was formally opened in November 1997.
  • By 2002, the GLBTI Resource Center is staffed by a full-time Director, Deb Abbott, MA, MFT, a 75%-time Program Coordinator, Tam Welch, MFA, and by several student staff.
  • In 2004, the GLBTI Resource Center was renamed after beloved gay sociology professor, the late Dr. Lionel Cantú Jr.
  • The Lionel Cantú Center GLBTI Resource Center is located at Merrill College and is open Monday through Friday throughout the year.
  • The Lionel Cantú GLBTI Resource Center's permanent annual budget is $83,000, with $73,000 for staff salaries, $8,000 for overhead costs, $1,000 for student workers, and $500 for programs.
  • Out of 351 colleges, students have ranked UCSC as the #1 public university for GLBTI acceptance. (Princeton Review, 2003)

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July 24, 2006 Remembering UCSC Chancellor Dr. Denice Denton

 


 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

1990-1991

We invite the first lesbian sorority from southern California to visit and sleep over at the GLBT Resource Center...we watch some great films and stay up all night!

Emily Pullins, Pulli005@tc.umn.edu, UCSC alumna

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1989-1991

From 1989-1991, I came out as a bisexual woman on the UCSC campus. This was a wonderful time in my life, albeit challenging, aided greatly by the presence of the GLBT Resource Center that opened not long before my coming out.
Today, I continue in academia as an advanced degree candidate, and have remained active in the other institutions that I have attended. My activism today is directly related to taking leadership at UCSC in the queer community. I did not consider myself much of a groundbreaker at UCSC, signing forms and putting up fliers (oh, brother, the stapling I did on that damn mountain), but what I did learn there propelled me to begin completely new queer graduate student groups at two major midwestern Universities in eight years from scratch.

I attribute much of my inner strength and desire to continue with Queer Activism to the political savvy and worldliness of the UCSC community. I know that sounds a bit lofty, and it is. But you need only to be in the midwest for a short while to realize that there are things explored in Santa Cruz that are unique, cutting edge, and occasionally enlightening. This is a perspective that I hope others will agree with. The opportunities provided at UCSC for thinking meaningfully and acting effectively are not to be missed.

Enormous changes were occurring in the GLBT community in California, and in the country as a whole from 1989-1991. The community was exploding in size due to the new phenomenon of "identity" politics, or coming out. The losses that were occurring, however, seemed equally large. The death of so many people so close to us, particularly gay men, due to the HIV epidemic caught this community on fire. I came out in the midst of intense, frenetic Queer Nation/Act Up activism, ever increasing death tolls, and lesbian feminist growing pains. There is a sad, strange truth to the notion that the HIV epidemic actually built the GLBT community. So, it followed that activism was part and parcel with our group activities. We did kiss-ins at the Capitola Mall and the Boardwalk, for example. Some participants went further, one in particular, organizing another underground activist group that put on protests that were...ahem...shall we say a little more in your face? One of these was, perhaps, the most memorable political experience I will ever have.

Someone had scrawled a hideous hate message on the door of the GLBT Resource Center. There was a growing list of hate crimes on campus that were recognized by the more savvy handful of the "underground" queer activists. They rallied with other cultural groups to organize a "spur of the moment" protest just below Bay Tree Bookstore. What happened that afternoon was more than memorable --- it was brilliant.

The "underground" activists spent the night putting fliers around campus. At noon, when most of the classes ended on campus, they had organized a group of students to hand out fliers protesting Hate Crimes at key large-size classrooms. The protest rally was to be held only minutes later, just below the Bay Tree Bookstore. "Stop the Hate!" was the rallying cry, and it brought hundreds of students together within only a few minutes. In 1990, Vito Russo was teaching at UCSC as a guest lecturer. You might know of his work, one of the first scholarly queer books, and the first book on queers in film. Vito Russo gave a stirring speech that united the audience. "HIV does not discriminate," he said. The gift of the disease, he argued, was its power to unify us across those things which divided us. And we needed to unify to fight the growing trend of hate crimes on our campus.

The next speaker was Gary, a feminist gay student who gave yet another brilliant speech on our need to unify. The last speaker was our campus president. "Right now," she said, "in an office at the library, they are voting on whether or not UCSC should consider having an Ethnic Studies Program." She described at length the struggles that minority students had encountered in attempting to have administration simply consider the idea of establishing Ethnic Studies.

By this time, the entire crowd was hell bent for collective change. We all walked to the library --- right then, no planning, no provisions --- and lived in the lobby for several days. There were small workshops, encounter groups, and rushed meetings among the student groups that participated. The diversity of student organizations that made up our occupying force was astounding. Progressive graduate students joined in, as well. The administration was dumbfounded, and frankly, so were the students who participated. After several days, a list of 10 demands was presented to a group of top administrators. While our representatives met with the administration, over 1100 students (10% of the student body at that time) marched around the building and gave rally cries. One student who had gone inside would later state that there was not a moment in the negotiations when those rumbling cries could not be heard by all. This was the beginning of new thinking about how we could organize collective to meet shared goals on campus.

Most of the demands were met.

We learned, during that negotiation time, that there had been a faculty member a few years before who had killed himself because of his sexual identity. Vito Russo died not much later, and Gary passed away just prior to his graduation from Kresge in 1991. Perhaps it is more clear why the antagonism between gay men and lesbians, once a "traditional" norm, was dissolving all around us. Much of the time, queers felt that there wasn't time or privilege for such separatism. The issues seemed to unite us with their urgency --- death as an outcome of discrimination was first and foremost on the minds of many.

There were many groups active at the GLBT center during this time, but we managed to work together on a number of events, programs, and actions. The women's group attempted to stay apolitical in the hopes that we could build an accommodating, open-minded space. There were regular early-evening coming-out discussions, and then weekly or bi-monthly meetings in which a topic, such as safer sex, biphobia, or sex positivism were discussed. Sometimes meetings were easy, sometimes they were hard. I would bicycle down the mountain in the dark, often thinking intensely about who I was and what I wanted in this so-called queer life. Some of the things said then are still pulling on me today, some ten years later.

There were issues discussed in that center that were incredibly important at the time, and I would later learn, were on the cutting edge of political and ideological debates for the late 80s. For us, they seemed like every-day issues. These included:

  • Dealing with grief over the loss of our gay family members and friends
  • Sexual abuse and sexuality
  • What, how, and when dykes can get sexually transmitted diseases
  • Sex clubs in SF for women
  • Pornography vs. eroticism
  • Racism in the GLBT community
  • Gay men who were active as queer feminists
  • Labeling, as in, "I don't need to fit your category as lesbian or whatever"
  • Advocacy for the "new" GLBT Studies
  • Transvestism and body politics --- transexuality, but primarily the issue was the wave of male-to-female transexuals entering
  • the lesbian community. FTMs were not on the map for us at the time.
  • The extraordinary sex-positive work happening in San Francisco trickled into our community and our discussions (there was more interest in leather, S/M, and sex play than there was concern about pornography in our group at that time, it seemed to me)
  • Growth of the Bisexual Politic movement
  • GLBT Arts (film, photography, and other media), such as the art show that we put on in the center for Pride Week. We had some wonderfully active artists in our community at the time.
  • The role of Feminist Theory in Queer Politics (no queer theory at that time)
  • GLBT History - much of it very new to us, and more being uncovered every week

If some of these topics seem mundane to you, keep in mind that many of them were completely new to us, and either titillating or unnerving, depending on where you were coming from.

I wrote all of this down primarily for the new students who come into the GLBT Resource Center at UCSC. Know that your space has been lovingly fought for, maintained, and filled by fellow queers for many years. The meetings and discussions there seem, perhaps, not so important in the grand scheme of things. Know that they are. The work you are doing can change people's lives and perceptions, especially your own. Your organizing and social skills will be sharpened. The issues will change with time, and perhaps the focus or identity of that center will change, too. But what you are doing today makes a difference, for yourself and others, tomorrow.

Emily Pullins, Pulli005@tc.umn.edu, UCSC alumna

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